study really dificult

i must study hard i have start study in university ....study in system computer,,,... but until now i can't make a program,,although a simple program

oh my good why I'm so stupid..................
i hope i can do something more than now

i must study hard,,


i must study hard,,



i must study hard,,


i must study hard,,


i hope sometime if i have home work i can do it my self
not like today
every i have a homework my friend always help me because i can't do it,,


I'm so sad,,really ... really sad with my situasion


some body can help me ...???

some time i think in my mind that why i study in university need much money
but i can't make a program

that is crazy..

now in university i second semester i still study basic about system computer
but why i think that is very... very deficult........


i hope something i can do more,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,